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| Ceyx | Date: Thursday, 2009-07-02, 5:16 AM | Message # 1 |
 Captain of the Order
Group: Submaster
Messages: 127
Status: Offline
| Gimme something other than vague crap for a reason or I'm out. I don't care if it was because you got emo, I don't care if something private happened and you had to go, for someone who outlined their beliefs to me, you certainly didn't show any of them and you aren't showing any of them now. Stuff like this just gets me ticked, you got business, take care of your business but let the rest of us know so we aren't in the dark 95% of the time. Also that leaving the clan every five seconds at your leisure only to come back and be worried about clan morale and getting clan levels, that's also getting me peeved. Don't get me wrong, it's not you I'm upset at, it's what you're doing. So give me a simple anything, even " I felt like it" or "I had something better to do" so at least I know what you're really about. And just in case anyone else catches wind of this, again I must stress I like Nesais very much, I'm just surprised that he's been doing random stuff like this despite what he says to me.
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| Nesais | Date: Thursday, 2009-07-02, 9:01 AM | Message # 2 |
 Major General
Group: Chancellor
Messages: 404
Status: Offline
| I got pissed at people for the most immature of reasons. Why am I like that and yet I also seem to hold beliefs that contradict what I did the other day? Well yes, once upon a time I was nice less than overly insane person and I could handle things, but not anymore. So, you want to leave, maybe you should, and maybe I shouldn't be in this clan or any clan - I don't want to be in this clan when me leaving affects clan morale, because I know that sooner or later I'll blow up for the most stupid of reasons and do exactly the same thing again, but Morfation wants me in the clan, so I'll come back but quickly enough I go whacko, and when I go whacko I try to fuck things up as much as possible because yes I'm one of those mega destructive people when I can be. It wasn't I felt like it, it wasn't I had something better to do, because ironically I did have something better to do 15 minutes after that event I caused happened. It was because I exploded to the most tiniest of things, because I have recently in my short life, become an extremely unstable and unrestrained person. Do I believe an unstable person should be associated with leadership? No
Do I believe a well known and formerly respected member of the clan that has become unstable should be associated with the clan? No
Do I believe I should be associated with this clan? No Why? Because my problems are my problems, but I am at a point emotionally where I'll let my issues taint the morale of this clan simply because I don't control my issues anymore. I have asked Morfation to let me leave, but he doesn't want me to.
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| Ceyx | Date: Thursday, 2009-07-02, 10:33 AM | Message # 3 |
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Captain of the Order
Group: Submaster
Messages: 127
Status: Offline
| Then you should be talking to someone about this and not flying off the handle every time something you don't like happens. You need to go for a little? Just say so and go don't make it all dramatic by constantly leaving the clan, knowing you'll be back in. I'm fine with you taking a backseat on the leadership, you can still do most of the great things you do from a simpler position and you know already that all of the current leaders respect you and your opinion. About talking to someone, I'd happy to be that person if you want me to be, everyone needs some help every now and then sorting the messy parts of their lives. So pretty much if that's the way you are, sign off if you need to, take some time, come back when you're ready.
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| apgeorge69 | Date: Friday, 2009-07-03, 9:16 AM | Message # 4 |
 Captain of the Order
Group: Megaten User
Messages: 129
Status: Offline
| i have no effen clue what the ef just happened, but i stayed in this clan because this clansite told me that the clan members were a family who cared about it's members and understood we were real people on the other side of the keyboard, that we would always be there to support each other and help each other through thick and thin. i can see why Ceyx is angry at what you are doing Nesais, but i'm new here and i don't know you all that well and i'm a little upset at you too. i have read through all this board and grown to care for its members deeply, and if you are unstable i think you should talk to us, explode at us if the instability is involving us, but please don't leave us. my oldest brother left my family at 18 and never came back never wrote or called because he hated our dad, i hate losing family members when i don't have to. please don't let me lose you too. 
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| ShinseiPhoenix | Date: Friday, 2009-07-03, 11:01 AM | Message # 5 |
 Postulant of Asylum
Group: Chancellor
Messages: 21
Status: Offline
| He wont leave, just let him have some time to cool down, also he'll be in for surgery in a few days so he wont be at a computer at all, but I thank you for letting my man know hes cared about, and we do care about all of you, we are here with you, never forget it.
ノウアルタカハスメヲカクス。
My Beloved Benjamin, I love you with all my heart, forever yours, forever mine.
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| Nesais | Date: Saturday, 2009-07-04, 9:03 PM | Message # 6 |
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Major General
Group: Chancellor
Messages: 404
Status: Offline
| i wont leave this clan. *waits to be stoned* even if i am not in the clanlist, i'm still here because i like the clan for you guys and gals in it. but yeah i've not been behaving so well, and i'm not sure when or how to return because i definitely do not want to blow up like a north korean nuclear warhead equipped to an icbm heading flying halfway round the world with malicious intent... *waits to be stoned* so.... 
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| apgeorge69 | Date: Saturday, 2009-07-04, 10:26 PM | Message # 7 |
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Captain of the Order
Group: Megaten User
Messages: 129
Status: Offline
| i have no reason to reject your return. you have no toh to me. 
you are my spear-brother and will stay my spear-brother until i wake from the dream. 
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| Nesais | Date: Saturday, 2009-07-04, 10:48 PM | Message # 8 |
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Major General
Group: Chancellor
Messages: 404
Status: Offline
|  same to you george i would like to come back in game and help out, but... i need to take some chill pills
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| Nesais | Date: Sunday, 2009-07-05, 7:50 AM | Message # 9 |
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Major General
Group: Chancellor
Messages: 404
Status: Offline
| To all the members of Kinryoku clan. I am sorry for my behavior recently. I consider myself to be mentally, emotionally, and physically sick and unstable. How I should behave is obvious, but how I have actually been behaving is disgraceful. I will be back in 5-7 days, whether back in game or back on the forums to say I'm still unwell from things and will be back later on. I know that my bad behavior has affected all of you negatively, and the only thing I know to do in order to redeem that is help the future, since I can't undo what already has been done.
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| Nesais | Date: Monday, 2009-07-06, 7:30 PM | Message # 10 |
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Major General
Group: Chancellor
Messages: 404
Status: Offline
| Nesais has issues and he always comes back to them, so if I choose to avoid the game, the clan, and the forums then I'm likely trying to deal with stuff the only way I know how to. I have this amazing talent to piss people off and ruin everything, of late  Chances of me stopping this habit are zero  I'd like to apologize to Seigi for caring in the wrong way. Sorry Seigi
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| apgeorge69 | Date: Friday, 2009-07-17, 9:56 PM | Message # 11 |
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Captain of the Order
Group: Megaten User
Messages: 129
Status: Offline
| this habit of yours... it is VERY bad??? 
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| Nesais | Date: Saturday, 2009-07-18, 6:27 AM | Message # 12 |
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Major General
Group: Chancellor
Messages: 404
Status: Offline
| more than anyone will know
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| Jasuka | Date: Tuesday, 2009-07-28, 12:17 PM | Message # 13 |
 Apprentice of the Temple
Group: Megaten User
Messages: 43
Status: Offline
| can i pelt you with cricket balls now?
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| ShinseiPhoenix | Date: Wednesday, 2009-07-29, 7:39 AM | Message # 14 |
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Postulant of Asylum
Group: Chancellor
Messages: 21
Status: Offline
| this thread kinda just lingers and has since gone out of topic from the section, though it was used to grab attention it has since served its purpose, i will be moving it to the tavern.
ノウアルタカハスメヲカクス。
My Beloved Benjamin, I love you with all my heart, forever yours, forever mine.
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